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Name: Caitlin
Gender: Female
Interests: Yip... well, I LOVE Jesus... he's my first love. Then there's duct tape, escalators, ninjas, cool whip, footall, The Kanasas City Chiefs, tennis (kinda), making ppl laugh, being totally random, and I don't have enuff room to tell you everything.
Expertise: Being random...first of all. Then there's being a cool person. And I'm good at running a power nailer. ANd my friends...you'll have to just meet my in person to expierence ALL my expertises...
Occupation: I'm in the Army of God...
Industry: Pranks is my "Industry"
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
7/1/2006
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| Is it possible to fee like i just ran a marathon, and I'm running but i feel no pain...no excitiment for enduring the race? i've not won, not yet... but i just don't feel. why? the answer to my question is "yes" becuz I'm feeling it now.
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| Inside me. Thats where the real enemy lies. Feelings. They bear such a innocent name until you've gotten well enough acquainted, then they share with you the truth. They're a wishy-washy friend. Some days aching to kiss the mirror in admiration of yourself... then to grab a sludge hammer and slug it into the reflection. Why? Why do I feel so much animosity towards the things that given me confidence and then leave me feeling, in a word: lonely. Tell them to leave! *defeated sigh* I can't. They don't listen.
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| Well, Ay my maties! I'm not going to leadership....i kno...don't go and cry to your mommies. I'lll be alright. and you will be too. Somehow, God'll use it. Now go forth and be lights.
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| *talking in a big announcer tone* Hello friends, due to the perverviable crutches of faith that have been holding me up, I'm doing quite well, now. God's really blessed my spirit with a sense of peace, THE PEACE. it's so amazing. I know that life won't always be peachy, but I'm enjoying it right now. Thanks for the prayers that were memoed to God during this time..I love you guys tons! I cant' wait till the Edge. Yay! I'm excited for the things God has in sotre for me...good and bad, truly life it's self is a blessing. (but reading the Scarlet Letter does make me brish up on my love for reading... . ) *offically cutting the annoucer voice* BYE!  . | | |
| So reality....it sometimes hands you it's cup of tea with grace and a fake smile....then agian it serves you punches straight in the gut with aggression and force. So happened to me when I was told that I have exactly 2day a week left of summer vacation. What am I to do? i ask myself. I want this school to not be like others...so ordinary...so like all the others: repititious, me being a loner, getting home work I don't understand...blah blah blah. So I do the unexpected...and give my future to Christ...how do I do it with such trust that I don't take back the joystick when dodgeballs are thrown my way? wow. I don't know...maybe take it moment by moment? got any suggestions? when tough chioces are breathing down my neck like a angry lion? what do I do? trust. one simple word...yet so hard to establish in my life...*long sigh* Help me God | | |
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